Kore Reading Excerpt: Emotional and Sexual Slavery

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The KORE PROCESS is a modality which offers courageous seekers a window into the primary fear-based energetic wound we are here to heal in this lifetime. The Law of Attraction tells us that we create our own reality, and this is indeed true. But if we are driven by unconscious patterns of fear, it is not enough to visualize, chant mantras and think positively. We must first clear the fear from our cellular memories, otherwise what lives unseen in our energy field will do the manifesting for us, in the negative, and we’ll find ourselves repeatedly blocked from achieving our dreams. This is why we call these embedded fears” patterns”.

What follows is an excerpt transcribed from the audio of one woman’s live Kore Reading. The past life story given her in the reading details a lifetime in an ancient culture as a very young woman wherein she is given away in marriage by an ambitious father to an older man whom she cannot bear, and denied marriage to the young man of her choice. The story culminates in a scene where she is asked to dance before her suitors, and violence erupts which eventually results in the death of her beloved, and then her own death as she attempts to escape captivity and a lifetime of emotional and sexual slavery…

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Illustration by Martyna Machnica

...She died with this spirit erupting from within her in two directions. One was this unquenchable power, it was as if she could not turn it off and it said, ‘No, I would rather die than live half-dead’. And the other part of her was setting free any hope of life because this was how great was her despair, how great was her fear, how great was her grief about the loss of any potential for happiness and love. Her choices were so black and white that, forced to follow what had been given to her, she knew she had nothing left to lose. And so she risked all to fight; even until the last moment, she would not back off.

Yet as she died, there was this deep hopelessness. It was as if she found herself alone in the world, alone in a world that completely did not understand her in any way. There was no one around her who would stand for her. No one who would protect her except that young man, who was now gone. Even her own mother… as much as she knew her mother loved her, she let her go. She had to. So the powerlessness of everyone around her was like a disease. And she just did not want to catch this disease, she would do anything to escape it. So this last explosion of violence was both a reach toward allowing her true Self to speak, and an act of desperation that she knew would end in her own death, almost a suicide. At that moment of death these two sensations became united and so on a soul level, as her soul departed her body there was this melding, this confusion between the beauty of her power, particularly her creative power and this ultimate despair and this ultimate loss of love. She could not see the distinction between the two.  And so they became one.

This is a pattern of denial of passion, denial of the beauty of the Self. It is a pattern of powerlessness and of rebellion. It is a pattern of great loss countered by sheer determination. There is both tremendous pain and great beauty present here. There is an unstoppable creative force, there is unstoppable drive toward love and honesty, and truth. These blessings have been brought forward, they cannot die. But melded to this beauty is this tremendous fear of the danger of that true Self, for she was the dangerous one. She caused her own suffering and she caused the suffering of countless people around her. And above all she caused the death of the one she wanted the most. She saw herself as the reason, really the underlying reason for the end of all possibilities for her, all the possibilities of where her creativity and her power would take her. It would seem to come down to being her own fault, over and over again. So this is a pattern of self-judgment, not guilt so much, but the kind of self-judgment that leads into a sense of powerlessness. Powerlessness that feels explosive, because the power that is being denied is so pure and so true.

You are being asked to understand the immense value that creative work has in your life. That this is not simply a hobby or a tool for you, it is who you are. And this work, this sense of Self is much larger than you personally, it is something that you envision. On a soul level you are a leader, you are envisioning your place in the world to break through, to shatter these old ways of seeing how women must be contained and how their beauty has been bought and sold.

You are the one who carries the light ahead of others in this area. You are both a leader and also a  fore-teller of the truths that are yet to come. And you are asked to begin by acknowledging your own power and awakening to dare to achieve what you have been so afraid of. To observe that fear and to begin to work with the release of that fear by allowing yourself to step up and into situations that are uncomfortable, when you’re letting that light show, when you’re letting that power emerge. And be prepared for the sensation that seems as if it’s misdirected, as if it goes wrong, as if you cannot be seen or heard. And if you are heard, that you create damage and more harm rather than the liberation that you seek. This is the illusion, this is the pattern that you are here to heal.

There is a great love in your heart. This love has kept you alive, not just physically, but it has kept you in a place of light. This knowing of love will be your salvation; return to it over and over when challenges arise. Learn to trust the source of love that is within you, and not to look for it outside of yourself. Learn that in fact this power within you, as you trust it, will enable you to share it with others. It must first be acknowledged and owned, and lived within you… And then the sharing and then the empowerment of others will come.

Love is your true nature, beauty is your true physical expression and creativity is your true voice. Never forget and never walk away from these elements of your authentic Self.

Please watch for upcoming offerings in the Kore Process series to be announced shortly. Readings are available worldwide online, and in person in the Toronto area.

love, Adi

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